This song helped me so much last night. :) It's awesome. I was praying-- the kind where you start crying... then I put this on. I feel healed today. Thank you, God. :)
Edit: (later that day...)
CHOOSING. <3
It’s great. It’s crazy when you finally realize that you can choose whether to have an anxiety meltdown or just think “stop”… and take care of yourself. There is no reason for me to torture myself… Sometimes I can’t think of stopping and sadly I just do what anxiety wants. freakout. bawl. have weird “what is reality?” moments. think nobody likes me and God’s made up. Sooo basically anxiety is pure evil—okay no anxiety sometimes is the necessary thing that tells you “hello danger, get out of the way of the fast car coming towards you.”
But evil uses anxiety against me.To that I say *pbbttt*
You want me, but you can’t have me.
I’m going to get better. <3
I choose God, and I choose to take care of me.