Well, I got to thinking of a friend... I got stuck on my usual thought. That friends only want to be friends with me to have some sort of charity work. Okay, Is that true, and if that's true is it bad? Is it bad? That someone wants to help someone? No. The desire to help someone shouldn't be stigmatized. Anyways, is it true? No. Because they tend to say I'm funny once I get comfortable with someone. That they're getting more out of it than I'm giving myself credit for. That I'm a good friend. mostly. :) I'm not a burden. Dude, I've so done "The Work" on this. I should probably reread. :P
So, I think my freakout was totally mellowed out by my "soothing waters" pandora station. It could've gone farther. I could've started crying. Seriously. My head just needs to calm down a bit more though.
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