Prayer for Veronica

God, surround Veronica with Thy holy angels and protect her tonight from all evil thoughts that cloud and torment her mind. I pray that she can get sleep, nice peaceful sleep that helps her feel ready to open up to You. I pray that the thoughts that tell her she can't get passed this & that she is ugly, vanish and are replaced by thoughts of Your love for her. For Your love is sufficient, Your grace is enough. Let her know Thy glory and in return she shall shout it from on high. You are Holy, Mighty, and Great! Keep her in Your arms tonight and let her be at peace. *heart*
--Just wanted to post this so I could reference it again... and didn't have to get out a pen.

Belonging.

This week I feel like for a tiny little bit, I let go of the belief that "I just don't belong." I belong!!! Gosh darn it! I belong as your friend, I belong if I don't say ANYTHING, I belong if I say something. I belong if I say something "stupid". I belong if I say something smart. I BELONG, because I just do! No one is really getting in the way of me belonging, except ME! O_O

caffeine and roommate

Caffeine has made me go loco quite a few times recently. I was very nervous (and usually I don't care that much) about going to lunch and ordering a sandwich pretty recently. Another time after I had caffeine, I got so anxious and down that I cried.
Very frustrating and I'm glad this weekend my parents--so far-- have not asked about it: I still cannot bring myself to say much or anything to my roommate. Which makes me pretty awful to myself whenever I think about it. She's not making too much of an effort either... but crap. GAHHH!

9/11 church destroyed

St. Nicholas Greek Orthodox Church was destroyed on September 11, 2001 as a result of the terrorist attacks. It still has yet to be rebuilt--it doesn't even look like it's getting rebuilt. It just looks "like a hole in the ground." The government and the church had an agreement that rebuilding would be a priority. It should be built! Also, more people should know about it!
So I decided to post this-- so at least you would know.